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Reply To: 18 years later…

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31uptown
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Unfortunately, My situation and I are very real. I knew the married part of my story would cause some judgement. I know what I did was wrong. My husband married me because I had our daughter. I spent much of my marriage feeling lonely and wishing I had married my N. My marriage has never been very fulfilling, my husband could never love me the way my N did. I spent many years in a depressed marriage longing for someone that never loved me. I’ve wasted so much time thinking he was my soulmate and loved me beyond imagination. After reading about these kinds of people, I’m crushed because now I question every tender moment I shared with my N. My husband didn’t give me what I needed, my N gave me that and much more. It just sucks to realize your one true love was just playing games.