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Reply To: Broke up with narcissist and started no contact, having a really tough time

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jaybird
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Thank you for the response. I will keep reading and re-reading as I have been doing. I’ve read 2 of the books you mentioned and just got the other. I wish he would just leave me alone. I’ve taken him back after some really terrible things. I hate him for what he has done but I still hurt that he is gone. It doesn’t make sense. I should be glad he is out of my life.
He blames me for everything that went wrong. He obsesses over “lies” that he says I’ve told to him. He obsesses over things sometimes I don’t know what is the truth or what happened. Then all of a sudden I am the lier, cheater, whore.
I feel like a shell of the person I once was.