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Reply To: Hi – I'm a sociopath.

#24824

Alaska
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Me,

I have very intense feelings and can’t seem to buffer them. I wish I could! It hurts so bad. The happiness and passion feels like euphoria, BUT the sadness, anger, seeing loved ones in pain, hearing on the news about others being in terrible catastrophes makes me want to die because I feel it too much and leads me to anxiety and panic attacks.

They cannot find the right meds to help me due to side affects, so I’m left feeling raw and skinless to the outside world. It seriously makes me want to die, but I also don’t want to die because there are people here I still need to be here for, and help!

I wish I had just a bit of your …whatever you have…not all of it. No! But, just a bit! These intense emotions of love hurts like hell when you see those whom you love in pain or hurting in any way, but feel it even triple that of what even a normal person feels.