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Reply To: I got dumped and went NC and now I want him back?????

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needreallove
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Well I caved in. On the evening of my 15th day of NC I emailed him. He emailed me back and was so cruel it was nightmarish. There was absolutely no hoovering. Just the crushing blow of how crazy I was and how to never contact him again.
Now after two weeks of beginning to heal I am back at Day 1. I have been non-stop crying and I keep reliving it and remembering how good it was at the beginning. I am totally miserable.
So if anyone out there that is in my position of getting close to break NC….PLEASE don’t do it. Try to make it impossible to do it. Otherwise what happened to me might happen to you.
Just a warning with much love.