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Reply To: In need of support when struggling with no contact

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needreallove
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Thank you Ladybugg and jm_short! He did indeed call today and I did not cry or weep or tell him I wanted him back although it took every single amount of courage I had. He was on my phone plan and I immediately stopped his service the minute we hung up so he can no longer use his phone until he gets his own plan.
I tried to be calm and cordial and not say anything mean (although I wanted to.) He, of course is dumping me however it’s MY fault and he STILL loves me. Bullshit.
I’m still very sick to my stomach and panicky.
I wasted 6 years of my life on this jerk and now I’m 58 yrs old and I feel like I will never be able to find someone to spend the rest of my life with.
Very,very,very sad right now.
Soooo grateful to have you guys! I love you.