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I went through the same exact thing with my ex. He was clearly cheating on me and denied it. Everyday he would make me cry on purpose. I even have a video of me begging and pleading him to stop and love me. He was so cold to me but I didn’t realize how cold he was until I watched the video a month after he discarded me. I often have times when I miss him which is so strange because of how he treated me. I also have times when I want to write him and tell him how much he hurt me but all that will do is feed his ego. Whatever you do keep remaining no contact. You will get through this.