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Reply To: Lost and can't believe

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freeandhope
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Hey ladybugg
I’m still here. Like you I have good hours and bad hours….it’s been six weeks now I think, I’m actually losing count so that is surly a good thing!
It’s crazy I know….how you can miss someone who was fake and basically evil.
Trust me though I’m feeling a little better already not having him in my life.
Im not nissing the constant feeling of making sure he’s alright and walking on egg shells, trying not to say the wrong thing…the constant anxiety.
My anxiety levels are not half as bad as they were. I am suffering from PTSD but I’m taking each day as it comes and if I want to cry , I do….I don’t think I’ve ever cried as much and as long, the pain can feel unbearable.
Keep up the hard work and remember self respect and loving yourself….this was him and his games.